wood and nails
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25th-Dec-2009 11:02 pm(no subject)
i can hardly see what's in front of me these days.
24th-Dec-2009 01:49 am(no subject)
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know how i feel?

good.

everythings piling up. smallest touch might set me off.

fuck friends
fuck crews
fuck jealousy
fuck rumors
fuck drama

FUCK EVERYTHING.
23rd-Dec-2009 04:29 am(no subject)
its weird. i didnt expect it.

but someone has stepped into my life. a life where i was always cussing, and hating everthing.

its interesting.

cause i dont think ive ever smiled this much in year.
21st-Dec-2009 12:21 am(no subject)
IT'S MY BIRTHHHHHHHHHHDAY fuuuuuuuuuuuuuucccccccck
20th-Dec-2009 05:49 am(no subject)

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor. Reaching for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore, and I wonder if I ever cross your mind... for me it happens all the time. It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now. Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now, and I don't know how I can do without; I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door. Wishing you'd come in sweeping in the way you did before, and I wonder if I ever cross your mind... for me it happens all the time. It's a quarter after one I'm a little drunk and I need you now. Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now, and I don't know how I can do without; I just need you now.

Yes I rather hurt then feel nothing at all.

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now, and I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now, and I don't know how I can do without... I just need you now. I just need you now.

Oh baby I need you now.




A phone call isn't enough. I want to feel you, smell you, be held by you. I can't help but reach for that phone because the sound of your voice is enough to make me smile, even if it's only for a minute. I hang on to the seconds I have with you... I'd kill for them. The liquor doesn't drown out the thought of wanting your voice; I still hear you in the back of my mind and I can't get it out. I said I wouldn't call but I need you; I want your warmth and comfort. I can't change what is happening... but I need you now.

19th-Dec-2009 11:14 pm(no subject)
not that any of you give a shit really
18th-Dec-2009 11:46 pm(no subject)
my hands don't stop.
they touch, they say, they move.
my mind is spinning continuously, flowing through gaps and holes made intentionally.
i can't explain.
i can't tell you of the way i feel; it's flawed and torn, into bits that i can't even piece together.
i'm making mistakes; i become impulsive and i reach out too quickly.
i talk too much, speaking louder and faster, just rambling to your ears.
i'm aching for attention and it's getting the best of me.
paranoid and thoughtful, my head's getting bigger.
it's all just getting the best of me.

humbled and striving.
17th-Dec-2009 09:02 am(no subject)
sorry.
but theres no such thing as love.
no.
just pain.
16th-Dec-2009 05:34 am(no subject)
interesting.
aside from always being heartbroken, why do i always end up being everyone's "big brother."

Oh how i hate that.

I was reading one of my old blogs the other day. I stumbled upon a giant rant on how I'm too nice, and how all nice guys finish last.

That's who I am.

i'm just. me. nothing else.
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